Friday, June 10, 2005
sick sick sick again.
never recover getting more sick than ever.
been to the doc yest again. total medical fee for this week is 66 bucks.
i could use this money for good. why am i so sick?
barely studied.
up this morning. decided to brew this "zhi ke tang" some kind of cough remedy soup for yang. he caught the sickness from me. so sick with cough. i've finished the whole bottle of cough med yet i am still suffering from all this illness. have i become so weak?
well anyway this is my first time brewing such things. i have no idea what to do. called my sister. ask the shop keeper. do this and that. should be simple. right? yea right.
The entire 2 weeks feel wasted, wasted and empty. The hours just blended together today, coming together in a monotonous mixture. i think i am losing touch. with reality, i feel so disoriented now. i'm not upset. i just feel wasted. panic. and depressed. perhaps i foresee my future. the mid yr exam. miss lam said that those who fail would have a parent meeting session. oh so greatttt! -_-"
nvm. need to do housework now : )Z
and bring a hot piping bowl of herbal soup for him!
Danced at 10:54 AM